The Village of Saline, Bienville Parish, North Louisiana
At My Late Maternal Grandparents’ House
The sand and gravel road, smooth asphalt now,
Passes beside the church and sunken stones
Of kin both dead and living yet awhile
In memories of one who left and stayed.
I slow down for those fields recalled and seen—
The cultivated, fallow, undisturbed—
Shift my old standard into neutral gear,
Then quietly glide toward stillness and the drive.
Others have owned this house for sixty years,
And though my home is here in every sense,
Possessing and possessed I cannot step
At will upon a transferred property.
So rolling down the window I look out
Binding in mind what’s gone with what remains,
Then walk up to a gatepost where I wait
For shades to gather thin in autumn air.
And there, in seasons blending without end—
The bloom and fruit, oxalis and pecan—
On that deep porch between the hall and yard
I see myself and listen, man and child,
To voices long conversant with a world
Made up of things that have their place and ways
In calendar and catalogue and rhyme,
The holy days of ordinary time:
Spring’s golden corydalis, white-topped sedge,
The yellow evening primrose, yellow worts—
St. Peter’s and St. John’s—in summer dusk,
Wisteria in thickets by the streams,
The sprawling moss verbena—purple, rose—
By early August done, October’s frost-
And chain-leaf asters, winter possum haw,
And dandelion puffballs at winter’s end.
And where these thrive and die without a sound
Pine warblers nest unseen in tallest pines,
Their high-pitched trill forever coming down
While from the last few open longleaf groves
Now passing with the passing hillside farms
Lark-sparrows sing in elegy and leave
Stump fields of their unsettled breeding-place,
Searching in other woods for native ground.
Such things I take to heart and keep in mind,
Beholding and beholden, in their gift,
Each one a porch—a station and a way,
The inward and the outward reconciled,
The fathomed patterns matching, world and word,
Like mockingbirds whose mimicking in spring
Sweetens into a single autumn song,
By Choctaws called “the bird of many tongues.”
And so I leave the gatepost and the drive
In treetop light from afternoon’s low sun
That blinds me in the rear-view mirror’s glass,
The future now reflected in the past
Along this sand hill road where crest to crest
Pines rise sky-high in colonnades of fire.
I wish good dogs never got gray and old…I wish farms never got sold…